When you were a baby you could not talk you just used to cry and your mother used to understand that you are asking something to eat but again that is because of اللہ عزوجل HE used to put in your mother’s heart.
Just think for a moment when you were a child and you could not speak, think or talk اللہ عزوجل used to give you without your asking.
And now you have grown up and you ask from اللہ عزوجل, How will HE not give you?
Do not forget the verse of Quran, giving you hope and stopping you to think negative.
Surah Ghafir, Verse 60:
وَقَالَ رَبُّكُمُ ادْعُونِي أَسْتَجِبْ لَكُمْ إِنَّ الَّذِينَ يَسْتَكْبِرُونَ عَنْ عِبَادَتِي سَيَدْخُلُونَ جَهَنَّمَ دَاخِرِينَ
“And your Lord said: “Invoke Me, [i.e. believe in My Oneness (Islamic Monotheism)] (and ask Me for anything) I will respond to your (invocation)….”
You really need to stay positive and strong, negative thinking in your mind is from Shaitan, he wants you to think negative about اللہ عزوجل, by putting evil thoughts such as you are a sinner how can you supplication be fulfilled.
NO! NO! NO! You will not get caught up in this evil thoughts you will ask forgiveness from اللہ عزوجل, SURELY HE WILL FORGIVE YOU AND WILL GRANT YOU WITH WHATEVER YOU WANT (IN A GOOD MANNER)
Again Remember the ayah of Quram saying:
Surah Az-Zumar, Verse 53:
قُلْ يَا عِبَادِيَ الَّذِينَ أَسْرَفُوا عَلَىٰ أَنفُسِهِمْ لَا تَقْنَطُوا مِن رَّحْمَةِ اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ جَمِيعًا إِنَّهُ هُوَ الْغَفُورُ الرَّحِيمُ
Say: “O ‘Ibadi (⭐My slaves⭐) who have transgressed against themselves (by committing evil deeds and sins)! Despair not of the Mercy of Allah, verily Allah forgives all sins. Truly, He is Oft-Forgiving, Most Merciful.”
This really builds up mountains of happiness, now don’t worry about your sins just ask forgiveness from اللہ عزوجل, EVERYTHING THING WILL BE OKAYY..NOPE IT WOULD BE PERFECT.
أن شاء اللہ.
Sometimes HE tests you to make you close to HIM, sometimes HE test you to wipe away your sins. Without tasting Sadness you would not know the worth of being Happy. You really have to be firm and TRUST HIM IN ALL CIRCUMSTANCES EVEN IF THEY ARE AGAINST YOU.
REMEMBER THE AYAH OF QURAN :
Surah Al-Baqara, Verse 216:
كُتِبَ عَلَيْكُمُ الْقِتَالُ وَهُوَ كُرْهٌ لَّكُمْ وَعَسَىٰ أَن تَكْرَهُوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَّكُمْ وَعَسَىٰ أَن تُحِبُّوا شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَّكُمْ وَاللَّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنتُمْ لَا تَعْلَمُونَ
“… it may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know.”
Stay Strong, have faith and move on. NEVER LOSE HOPE IN اللہ عزوجل.
🌟 MAKE HIM YOUR BEST FRIEND, Your Trustee your Comforter, your Happiness, Your Hope🌟 The thing is HE is close to you but You have to be close to HIM, you have to Flee to HIM.
Oh اللہ عزوجل, Shower YOUR blessings upon on, Your Mercy 💓, Comfort and write Paradise for all of us.
آمــــــــــين یا رب العالمین 💕